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Name:XaViEr Tan
Age:15
D.O.B:18/09/1991
GenDer:male
Email:craptalker3@hotmail.com
school:adp,CCHY



listening to music,
sleeping,
chilling with frenz,
eating,
chatting with frenz



backstabbers,
DURIAN(no offence),
liars,hackers,
just ppl up to no good



To DIe(but let death find me..not i find death)
a better life..



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August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
March 2007
August 2007

things that happened
things yet to heppen

yeah here goes...today im suppose to go my grandmothers place to get a boombox fer rebecca...hahas...not really say fer her larr...just get it fer tml outing to sentosa...hahas...yeah sat i go sentosa larr...with rebecca n her frens...fer my side...i guess it would be cheng yi yue xian jonathan seow n jin long n gang...hahas..gosh i have yet to invite my primary sch frens...guess they might kill me fer not telling them at least...hahas...sunday im suppose to celebrate my cousins ong ning n jessica burfday...their burfdaes are on 3&4 sept...then im suppose to go home or else my mama kau pei say everydae go out nvr stay home...anyways...i monday go grandma hse stay fer two days...hahas cuz i only got 30 bucks fer my holiday n i dun wanna spent it..spent on sentosa can lerhs...shuld be pok after tat...ya lors...bringing 20 tat day..shuld be enuff...enuff crap talk..serious stuff...yeah class 3e had sent a petition to our viceP bout tat fucking mr philip ng who gave me 0(kosong) for my dnt!!chee bye larr...i noe i fail all tests larr but tat does not mean i get zero rites?to hell with him...yeah...petition wrote n hope he get sacked!!dun think so lors...but hes such n asshole lors...such a faggot not fit be my teacher lors...really feel like screaming out vulgarities sial...but must be civilised...l0ls...when have i been civilised?hahas...ill stop here then...hahas...

haiz...today very sian cuz go primary school do nth..hahas ya lors cheng yi last minute den come sia we all going home lerhs then become go llewelyn hse blogging to post here...yea hse no comp is lddat derhs...boring shit but i getting broadband lerhs but dunno when mum gonna get it man!!!cuz its like darn long larhs...okies okies those dudes in ll hse is kau peing me now so gtg...BYE BYE...l0ls...

im climbing out
but something seems to stop me
i dunno why
i wonder why
but i just cant get out
its just too dark
too cold for me
i cant stand it
can anyone help me?
help me...
screams for help
but no ones there
so i have to help myself
to get out of there
its a long way
but ill make it
no matter how long it will take
ill do it
for you
for me
for everybody...

lols...why such a title???of cuz larr...today ill be going back to my own hse..yarhs...this few days at my da yi's hse...so can use comp ma...think my hse got comp meh??wait long til i rot larr...i dun wanna go back...cuz i noe there be trouble...why lehz?cuz that fucking philip ng go call my mum...tell her i dun do his tests,talk back at him,skip his lesson...wah lan eh!!!?wads his problem??he have to admit his teaching realli sucks to the core larr!!cant stand that bloody faggot...so mama boy only noe how to use mrs sim as a sheild...ya lors..no power control class...l0ls..PATHETIC!!!man i cant stand this...wanna go kick his ass larr...he will get it larr...such an asshole will get it derhs...lols...saying all this to ease myself nia...yarhs...not worth to get pissed by thia ass...son of a bitch...so fat go do some exercise larr...!look so oily always..must be nvr bath!!Eee...gross sia...aiya..if really go home kena scolding...i very much likely noe wad my mum gonna say...it will be "why?dun wan go school izzit??quit larr...i can save $$...no need waste on euu...can use on ur siblings which worth beta...dun go school lors!!!"then wad will i say??wad can i say??if i talk back...the outcome would be..."why?not happy arhs??euu dun wan go school wad??go school fer wad?fail tests?flirt?get into fights?might as well dun go school?talk back me arhs?not happy i send euu go boys home wan?dare to talk back somemore??"<---there euu go...wad my mum always say...wad can i do man!!?adults...aiya...going through a difficult time...especially when euu need to stay with such a fucking shit stepfather...yeah...stepfather...ask him go hell larr...i hate him...I HATE HIM...!!!!i dunno wads wrong with me...but ever since my parents divorced...my frens say i have changed..but i dun wan...i wan to be the same...boo hoo...nooooo...guess it cant be helped larr..life is like tat...gotta face the music...haiz...so yar lors...ppl say i become very DAO lors...im not used to be like tat...now trying to go back...they oso say i become much fiercer n does not tell ppl anything at all...yeah isolation...guess i really have to depend on myself larrs...need to climb out of my dark hole??but how m i gonna do it?whos gonna help?nobody..so im gonna do it myself..anyways i have always been doing things myself...another time would not be a problem...wa i this time post so long?
haiz guess i really ...well nth larr...think ill just stop here...or euu read until bored sia...hahas...XD

hey check this out...mars will be closes to the earth today...i mean 27 august,12.30am in the morning...yeah...n this will not happen again till the year 2287..be sure to catch it!!watch it with me!!!we wun be able to see it in our lifetime...yeah...well..mood start to get beta lerhs...all thanks to my frens n songs to chill me...hahas...notice theres no vulgarities herre?yeah...none here..hahas..

si bei sian today...just kena lecture nia...lame stuff larrs...kena lecture fer keeping things to myself...wads the problem??dun have i any rights to keep things to myself?must i tell ppl my problems?i dun feel like can nots?where not happie?not happie oso not my problems...dun make my problem ur problem n i will not make ur problem my problem...yea tats the deal...l0ls...feeling so shitty nows!!!anyone can help me nots??guess none...who cares!!!nobody cares...so just leave me alone can nots???isolation is my prefered choice lehz...yea so wad bout tat?care so much fer wad let me ask u?wad do euu get from it?wa do euu gain?lets not talk bout benefits...gains or wadsoeva...its all bout...well...nth larr..no need to care wad this crapper here saying...no need care wad i say here oso larr...just pouring out here...such a crap blog is meant fer such crap talk...yea so this is a shit blog...dun view...some asshole here just toking to himself...i really feel like bashing someone...haiz...stop here...lols...

si bei sianz lehx!!wake up just to get cramps at my calfs!crap larr!!why must liddat to mie?now walk oso got problem!!na bei chao chee bye larr...hmmms...wondering how today will be like sia...a new day has started n hopefully it will be a good one...l0ls..n i failed to dwnload song lors!tot i sleep wake up can liaoz in the end no shit...sianz....hahas...

heys...this ish mie 1st time here...hahas...dunno blogging fun not...just try try lors...i nth to do anyways...hahas...lols...lets talk then...today quite okie larr...got si bei pissed man!download sounds of my dreams until cham like hell sia...keep disconnecting...damn tat thing larr!!took like 2hrs den finish dwnloading a song nia!kau pei larr...seee me not happie sia...l0ls...hahas...now still dwnloading actualli...hahas...really crappy keep failing to dwnload alot of songs...nvr mind!keep trying until i succeed...hahhas...never say die man!!hahas...l0ls wad m i saying??hahas...think i stop here larr...hahas...enuff crapping here..yeah...fullstop...